What To Do...

What To Do…

I don’t know what to do…

You said you were my friend.

We were closer than ever and that’s when that other person came into your life.

We never talk anymore…

What happened to us?

Where has our relationship gone?

Why does it always end this way?

I miss the sound of your voice,

The look in your eyes,

Your smile that lights up the night.

Basically, I just miss you.

I wish we could go back in time,

To the way things were before.

I dream of you every night

And wake up with a tear soaked pillow.

I should have known not to trust you like that,

But God knows that I want to,

I thought it was going to be different for us;

That nothing could tear us apart.

Why does it have to be so hard

To hear where the heart wants to go.

I’m lost in this darkness that used to be filled with light from your love.

I trip in the holes that were caused from my mistake.

Suddenly I’m falling;

Falling into the sea.

I hear the water splash.

I feel the cold surround me.

My lungs are filled with water

As I gasp for the air.

I reach out for a hand to grab

But nothing is within grasp.

I see a light above me and can sense your presence there.

I call out your name in hopes that you’d hear.

I reach out my hand praying that you’d see.

You’re walking away from me

And I fall to my knees.

I land on shards of glass that pierce through my skin.

The pain should be unbearable but I don’t feel a thing.

The only thing that hurts,

Is what you left behind:

The gaping wounds that will only heal with a very long time.

I look up through my tears and wish you’d turn around.

Despite what I want to,

What do I do?

I sit there and weep,

Wishing I was with you.