What To Do…
I don’t know what
to do…
You said you were
my friend.
We were closer than
ever and that’s when that other person came into your life.
We never talk
anymore…
What happened to
us?
Where has our
relationship gone?
Why does it always
end this way?
I miss the sound of
your voice,
The look in your
eyes,
Your smile that
lights up the night.
Basically, I just
miss you.
I wish we could go
back in time,
To the way things
were before.
I dream of you
every night
And wake up with a
tear soaked pillow.
I should have known
not to trust you like that,
But God knows that
I want to,
I thought it was
going to be different for us;
That nothing could
tear us apart.
Why does it have to
be so hard
To hear where the
heart wants to go.
I’m lost in this
darkness that used to be filled with light from your love.
I trip in the holes
that were caused from my mistake.
Suddenly I’m
falling;
Falling into the
sea.
I hear the water
splash.
I feel the cold
surround me.
My lungs are filled
with water
As I gasp for the
air.
I reach out for a
hand to grab
But nothing is
within grasp.
I see a light above
me and can sense your presence there.
I call out your
name in hopes that you’d hear.
I reach out my hand
praying that you’d see.
You’re walking away
from me
And I fall to my
knees.
I land on shards of
glass that pierce through my skin.
The pain should be
unbearable but I don’t feel a thing.
The only thing that
hurts,
Is what you left
behind:
The gaping wounds
that will only heal with a very long time.
I look up through
my tears and wish you’d turn around.
Despite what I want
to,
What do I do?
I sit there and
weep,
Wishing I was with
you.
